Yep. Currently crying after listening to Euclid by Sleep Token at 5AM for the 100th time after getting zero sleep last night. What is WRONG with me? WHY am I already getting depressed after only being on a reduced dose of sertraline for THREE DAYS NOW?! It's fudging happening again.
I feel so bad too because Sunday is my day with my daughter but I feel so terrible I asked my husband to take her to his mom's house for the day. I don't want her to see me all depressed and crying and sht, but I feel so damn GUILTY. I mean, I feel like the only mom on the planet with these issues. What other mom has them? NONE. I'm a fudging defective parent and she was really looking forward to working on the book we're writing together too.
😭😭😭😭
I think I'm going to go cry on the kitchen floor now so I don't wake my husband up.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous
The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token
"What if I can't get up and stand tall,
What if the diamond days are all gone, and
Who will I be when the Empire falls?
Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token
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