Yep. Currently crying after listening to Euclid by Sleep Token at 5AM for the 100th time after getting zero sleep last night. What is WRONG with me? WHY am I already getting depressed after only being on a reduced dose of sertraline for THREE DAYS NOW?! It's fudging happening again.

I feel so bad too because Sunday is my day with my daughter but I feel so terrible I asked my husband to take her to his mom's house for the day. I don't want her to see me all depressed and crying and sht, but I feel so damn GUILTY. I mean, I feel like the only mom on the planet with these issues. What other mom has them? NONE. I'm a fudging defective parent and she was really looking forward to working on the book we're writing together too.

😭😭😭😭

I think I'm going to go cry on the kitchen floor now so I don't wake my husband up.