@ raspberrytorte - I'm so sorry for your difficulties. I have the opposite problem of having ZERO sex drive.
I'm a little less manicky feeling this morning, which is good. I took a 5 mile power walk, showered, read while using the SAD lamp, had breakfast, and sketched. The good news is I think the SAD lamp is helping my depression - much fewer SI thoughts, thoughts around death in general. Sometimes I think I'm a bit hypomanic, but I don't mind. Just have to be careful with spending though.
My daughter is having a birthday party today, but thank God, neither she nor H expected me to go, so I don't have to face all those people. Feel like SHYT as a mom, but I don't do well at all at parties.
My sketch such as it is. Top of the flower got cut off uploading though.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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