Doing laundry now. It’s late. I’m staying up later than I normally do tonight because I don’t have anything important going on tomorrow so it doesn’t really matter what time I get up. I’m not pulling an all nighter. Trying to not do that again.

Just listening to music now. And walking around my apartment. Waiting to change the laundry over later. I didn’t practice violin today. I am going to tomorrow though. Christmas is in like 9 days I’m so excited.

I have to go to the social security office on Tuesday to turn in the paperwork from my psychiatrist for me to be my own payee. I’m hoping they’re not super super busy but we’ll see. Either way I’ll get it done Tuesday. If it takes a couple hours, oh well I guess. I blocked off a majority of my day for it in case I get stuck waiting in there a long time.

Tomorrow I have a coffee event I’m going to in the morning in the community room. Then I’m gonna drop some books off at the library, clean my apartment and practice violin.

Is it normal to feel overwhelmed all the time. I always feel overwhelmed by the stuff I do. Idk if it’s just because I put too much pressure on myself to be productive or what.

Sometimes I just want to clear my to do lists with the exception of absolute priorities like appointments and just take things as I feel like instead of being so rigid with myself.