Like part of me just wants to chill until Christmas. Other than like a few priorities I need to do:

Picking up my meds at the pharmacy
Social security office
And my violin lesson
And grocery shopping

Those are legitimately the only things I need to do. So I might just clear my to do lists for the week of every single thing except those 4 things. Cause I’m getting overwhelmed and I am having a hard time enjoying the holiday season because I stress myself out so much. I don’t make any sense

Sometimes I wonder if I have obsessive compulsive traits. Cause I also have a lot of persistent intrsusive thoughts too and then this obsession that’s been going on for years about schedules