Dear H,

I missed talking to you today.
Something about your gentle 'Hi, Lost...' just puts me at ease.
G told me that it's OK to use 'those' words...but I don't know how to get this out of my system.

Can't help but feel that you'd have something practical for me.
G offered validation, but called early and kind of cut me short.

I'm beyond hacked off at how this has worked out...

Somehow it's the fourth birthday that Steve has not been here for, and the first where I've had a 'full understanding'.

An understanding that really makes me want to throw things...and that's highly unusual for me.

Roll on next call,

Lost