2AM and I'm up AGAIN! Oh well. Made an appointment to see my GP for a yearly physical on January 8th. Specifically asked if they could check my hormone levels of course, but didn't say why. Saved myself THAT embarrassment. My therapist offered to come with me, but I know I'm overdue for a pap, and I'd rather NOT get naked with my therapist there. I hate paps. They make me angry. 😠

Anyway, so I got THAT taken care of. I never called my psychiatrist though. I'm just going to struggle my way until January 13th. I erupted like a damn volcano last night, so who knows what's going on. It's like 50/50. It sucks. The only thing I'm scared about regarding wellbutrin is getting intolerable anxiety again. I tolerated it fine otherwise last time I was on it. Only side-effect I had was weight loss.

But the first time I was put on haldol I got akathisia really bad and the second time I didn't so I don't know.