In terms of not feeling emotions, is this a recent thing or is this normal for you?
I envy you. I feel everything so deeply - it’s like the volume on the world has been turned up to infinity. It’s draining and exhausting. It contributes massively to my anxiety, to my depressive state, and my specific health anxieties.
Hopefully your friend was pleased to see you. From your friend’s perspective, this might have been what she needed. For someone who is coming to the end of their life, they may not want to have people crying and breaking down in front of them, but rather being calm, supportive and normal.
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