Hi all, just thought I'd drop a quick note to say we delivered our daughter June 10th, and she's perfect! Wish I could say the same for my marriage, but hey, who can?
We are still separated, although the beauty of bringing a new child into the world together makes it hard not to just melt into his arms. Until he works out his communication issues however, I can't see us getting back together for good. I just won't set myself up for hurt and disappointment yet again.
My husband is working on his issues somewhat, but with a drama king four year old son (who surprisingly is the best big brother ever!), a two and a half year old son breaking molars, and a beautiful 12 day old baby who is terribly fussy, we haven't had time to do much of anything other than keep our heads above water! I have told him where my head is at, and he still says he is desperate to keep our family together, but we'll see. I have heard it all before, so I'm not getting my hopes up.
I'm attaching a pic of our new daughter for you all. Although my gallbladder is still kicking my ***, my endometriosis pain is creeping back and I'm in desperate need of a hysterectomy, all I have to do is look at her face, and none of it seems to matter! Three wonderful, healthy children...I am one lucky Mommy!
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