F yeah! Told you I'm FKING INVINCIBLE!!!!!! (But I was hit for saying that to my man candy) Even my therapist and psychiatrist confirmed I'm built differently! Was I a little off for a couple days? Maybe! AM I SEEING GREEN BECAUSE I SAW OTHER PEOPLE DIE? HELL YEAH!

But, life, man,
life= l death l
I HATE who I am!!! I FEEL LIKE A FKING PSYCHO! He said he can tell I'm clingy and (failing at) desperately trying not to look needy af, but clingy doesn't have to be bad, and now I just want to cut him open and crawl inside and be like "love me, love me, LOVE ME!" (I realize cutting him open and crawling inside wouldn't make him love me though).
But last night I was trying to fall asleep and I heard his VOICE! I was alone! He called me a useless parasite! FUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

When I got meds yesterday there was someone all iin black and in a mask in the parking lot and I was freaking out. The med nurse seemed really mad at me. The front desk lady was acting weird. My therapist said "see you January 8th" because there was some emergency during my hour... but I'm telling you, death is FAKE!!! I'm gonna go to Colorado (or Montana, maybe) and start avalanches with explosives!

How illegal is mixing chemicals in the electronics department at Walmart?