I just texted my therapist and asked her if she'd take me to my GP appointment in January. She offered before, but I said I'd be okay. I changed my mind because knowing me I'll cancel the appointment otherwise. I HATE seeing my GP. My GP knows my diagnosis and blames all my ailments on my anxiety disorder or just treats me like I'm going to suddenly grow talons and rip her face off or something. Anyway, so I suppose it'll be nice to have my therapist there to advocate for me.

Plus it's fudging embarrassing having to list off all the meds I'm on.

I already want to cancel it!

And I'm due for a pap. Ugh. I HATE those. (Obviously therapist would leave the room during that. lol)

Fudge man.

We never got to returning the light therapy lamp today. Before my husband left for work, he was like, "Don't sit in front of it!!!!" And I was like, "Why the HELL would I do that?!?!" That thing is evil. I'm slowly starting to feel back to normal. Not quite all the way there yet, but getting there. I'd rather go to the dentist than sit in front of that thing again!!!