this black cloud wont go away

it stays there overhead all day

in it i see your ugly face

i smell you, you haunt me all over the place.

the worst kind of hate i feel for you

forgiveness? never you're a coward through and through

people can tell me i'm wasting my time

being angry and sad, hurting from YOUR crime ...

but one day i'll win just wait and see,

these things are so hard to get through you see.

Eight years of a life being abused is so hard

beaten down, lied about, emotionally charred.

You and my mother, always in my dreams

i'm living right back there, that's how it seems.

I'm telling you now get out of my head

like i wanted to tell you GET OUT OF MY BED.

I despise you, i despise her just leave me alone

your head is so messed up, your heart nothing but stone.