I could go the thing that landed me back in hospital and no one would notice.
Or maybe people would notice. They just wouldn't care.
Nice people say I matter.
How? I don't. I have no good qualities.
Every time I open my stupid mouth it makes everyone worse or bothers people.
I don't do anything good.
I'm not smart.
I drag people who try to help me down.
I'm dragging people down with my stupid posts. I never get better. I get worse. I waste people's time.
Then I'll turn right around and pretend to be fine.