Nah. I'll probably be fine by the time I see pdoc. Either way I'll just tell her "all is tickety-boo except side effects, can I go down on the dep?" I know if I don't say I'm fan-friggin-tastic she'll want to kill me with the depakote (still kinda think she does at my current dose). My phone is saying I'm due to start my period soon too so maybe in a couple days I'll be kinda sane. I don't know how it can say that though. It's been 93 days, and before that it was 27 days, and before that it was like 5 or 6 months so...I don't think a fancy "pattern recognizer" can predict that.
I'm not going to tell them stuff that's going to be detrimental to my wellbeing.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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