My car has a CD player and I have a radio with a player, so of course I usually listen to CDs, but they had a three month trial of apple music, so I had to get it. It's the greatest thing ever!!!!!

There was this song I listen to a lot by Nessa Barrett called "die first" basically every time I idealize a person, but I listened to a lot more of her songs and OMG so relatable and then I read descriptions and, of course, wrote her second album, which is my favorite, (young forever) after being diagnosed with BPD. I normally am not a pop listener, but this shyt is great.

I'm ready to make a potato clock out of my brain though.