Thanks guys! I completed the second course too. Now I just have to find an on-snow school program.

It's been a rough night though. I'm just feeling lonely, mediocre, unloved, empty, damaged, the list goes on....made a thread of my own because it gets a intesne. I don't know whether to tell the med nurse in the morning or my case manager in the afternoon or neither. Or if I should show the nurse because it's pretty bad. And tell her how much I took. I don't want to say what I took because then I'd have to explain why I have it too.