aww, well done, I can see how much of a step this is for you, I have also experienced this before! Times when you are in such desperation where u feel you need to tell someone, but when it comes to it you feel you cant talk about it... all I can say to you is, just relax, try to open up and just remember that you trust the person. You'll probably struggle at first, but it will get easier

goodluck, babyg xXx