Almost done with the holidays, thank goodness though we are having a late extended family Christmas with my family on the 28th. Which I'd rather not. There's always the issue of food and then people scrutinizing me, my senseless dad saying things like, "You look like you've gained some weight. You look good." Absolutely the WRONG thing to say to anyone with an ED. Or my aunt saying, "Have you lost weight since last year?" and then lecturing me on my weight even though she herself is morbidly obese. And this aunt lectures me on my parenting of my daughter even though she has no kids herself. Food everywhere, food out all day, house too full of people and you can't even go for a walk because they live in an area with no leash laws and people have all sorts of mean dogs just roaming loose all over the place.
Yeah, can't wait for that to be over.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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