You’re right; it’s true. We did years and years of work and accomplished a lot AND there were some areas where I felt stuck. And yes, maybe seeing someone new will help me get unstuck. AND I don’t feel ready to see someone new! I still want to see you! And I’m going to have to spend a lot of time with this new person processing the loss of you! I would not have chosen this if not for your choice to no longer be in-network with my insurance. Part of me still can’t believe you did this to me. The goodness of our good ending is diminished by how distraught I am by this loss.