I feel almost the worst in the past month. Every person I contact reveals a person, that behaves like my ex.
I feel like I am that horrible creature that terrors everyone (a couple of times before the relationship I was told that it is not true). I am clinging to such people immediately. But these contacts are not too long. I don't stand their rude behavior and insist on talking about this. And all my thoughts are unheard, and I understand, that I am talking to a wall.
I decided not to communicate at all for now.