I’ve been lax in keeping to my routine. I’ve been staying awake later and later, that’s not good as I’m not up until noon. Last night I went to bed on time but couldn’t sleep until around 3 am. So late start again. I did get out to get my tea and snacks for the New Year’s Eve party. We’ll be starting at 6 with dirty bingo. We’ll be done long before midnight, but it will be fun anyway.. The days are getting longer not so you can tell yet as the weather for the last three days has been foggy and overcast.

I seem to be sleepwalking though life even though I go though all the motions. I still join the others for afternoon games but feel blunted. People laugh I think, ehh, not really funny.