I love being married and having a family. It's just rough having 3 mentally ill people living together but I wouldn't change my family for the world. I got the best one. I worry about V because of "failure to launch" but she's more like a 14 years old than a 22 year old. I don't know how to help and she doesn't want my help. So I'll keep supporting her in the best ways I know how.

I'm up because I'm paranoid, yet again. I'm frozen in fear thinking I did something wrong getting assistance and they're going to come after me. it doesn't help that I fear we'll be homeless after this month because I feel the apartment will fall through. I'm so stressed.