I woke up happy. Happier than I have felt in a while. Like the happiest I may have ever felt before. I feel a deep inner peace coming over me. I am having multiple revelations about myself, my life, my challenges, and my next chapter. I am really excited for what is to come next. I want to turn the page and begin again or on new footing. And I feel it inside me - I am on a brand new level of understanding. I understand the mistakes and lessons from my past. I know what to do in the present and future to learn from those most valuable life lessons. My boundaries are stronger. My faith in myself is stronger. I have overcome so much in my life, I feel like the Phoenix Rising - I rise every time and come out even stronger and better off than before. I am hopeful for a brighter future than my recent past. I feel myself coming back to life again. It's taken a year and a half since my divorce to feel this way. But I feel happy - nearly giddy - like a kid at Christmas. I feel like I've won the Gold medal. I am doing well today and can't wait to see what the future holds for me.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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