I made it to the grocery store. I yakked In an empty Sonic cup a bunch of times. My mom hacked the whole time. She won't get cough syrup. Now I'm in bed lying down and I just feel low in energy physically. Mental health wise I think I'm ok.

My blood pressure is 138/98. I know I need to see my primary for my annual visit. I have a lot of stuff I need to do but nothing that can be done on a sunday especially the last sunday of the year when people are on vacation.

I haven't had much of any caffeine today tbh. Just a diet dr. Pepper.

I didn't even know where the mental health hospital was until like 2 years after I moved. But every doctors building and hospital and day surgery in the area.....

I will be healthy in 2025 no matter what. I plan on applying to the hardware store. My therapist said they are good to work for. Theres also an opening as a stocker at a grocery store.

The 3 jobs I applied to a few weeks ago wouldnt even give me an interview. One didn't even bother sending an email at all that it was a no.