I can understand the fear of filling things out wrong. My disability renewal went in 3 months ago now and I think I made a mistake filling it out. It's been bothering me incessantly for all that time. Every day I go for the mail and every day I pray the paperwork that says I didn't screw things up completely arrives. And it never does. After the holiday I'm going to the social security office to see if they can tell me how much longer. The anxiety from just that one thing is so intense; I can't image what you can feel with all you have going on.

But one of your strengths is planning and organization. You do know that don't you? It really is. You find resources I don't even know exist and with the job I had I am pretty aware of community resources.


It will be ok. It's just going to be hard until you are in your new place and can finally let out a breath and believe it. But that will happen.