I just can't believe that my life has reduced to me just wanting a GD hug.

I didn't go to work today. I cleaned up the living room. I had papers, bills, and mail stacked up everywhere, 3 maybe 4 months old. But it's clean now.

I talk to women on dating sites, and some I now call on a regular basis. I really don't think I'm good enough for these women. I can't stop loving my wife. I know she's not mine anymore, but I just, damn.