Sorry about the dissociation @Blue_Bird. Hopefully, you can get yourself out of it. Some days are worse than others for me too, when it comes feeling that way. It was truly an awful way to feel.
@Brentus - I am sorry you are struggling so much. I struggle with lonliness too, or lack of friends or people to socialize with other than my H & my daughter. My only true friends (not counting H) are my 2 sisters, which thank God we're at least close. Sometimes I can visit my youngest sister; it's about a 45 min drive to her house, but my middle sister lives a 6 hr drive away, so mostly it's just talking and texting with her. And my youngest sister has 3 girls in school; she's always busy with them and if not with her church (her husband is a music minister there so the whole family is involved in pretty much every church activity).
@Mountaindewed - How long has it been since you had complete bloodwork? My doctor usually requests it every 6 months to 1 year. Might not be a bad idea to have it checked if it's been awhile. Though God knows meds can do a number on energy to start with.
I also took a nap this afternoon, around 1.5 hr. I was so tired after lunch, I knew there was no way I was getting through the afternoon without some sleep. Probably so tired combined with my cycle and being woken so early by my cat.
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