Youre like the definition of chaos theory.

So can we distinguish between whats physically wrong and whats emotional damage? Ive been on a new beta blocker for the past month, and its like - oh shyte, the old one really effed me up, so im dealing with that. But also it was only when i was 50 that i got put on topamax and realized i had a mild epilepsy - another mind eff.

My point here is, dont rely on the drs to figure out what med will help you. They have no friggin idea. My psychiatrist saw me twitch and said, "What was that?" You have to figure it out. But hey you are the smartest person i know.