I know, Mouse_. I shouldn't have even posted that, it was selfish of me and I was not in the right state of mind.
As I said, I'm not upset about purposelessness in my own life; I'm an existentialist, and I love being the author of my own purpose; and judging by my success at college, I think I'm doing a good job.
I just can't take the suffering of my parents. Further, I've been having issues with unrequited love... But whatever. I'm okay. Thanks for the support; I don't think I have a major addiction problem; I do, though, have problem abusing alcohol every so often (I only drink a couple times a month).
Thanks for your support,
J
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"One by one, as they march, our comrades vanish from our sight, seized by the silent orders of omnipotent death. Very brief is the time in which we can help them, in which their happiness or misery is decided. Be it ours to shed sunshine on their path, to lighten their sorrows by the balm of sympathy, to give them the pure joy of a never-tiring affection, to stregthen failing courage, to instill faith in hours of despair."
-Bertrand Russell
With love and hope,
<~/J\~>
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