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Superpower - that is why adults are restricted from relationships with under age girls. They know how to manipulate. No one should have to go through that.
Have you considered getting a therapist that specializes in survivors of abuse?
Another forum here at MSF where you would get empathy for your situation is Survivors of Abuse located here
https://mysupportforums.org/survivors-of-abuse/
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