I had the most fun New Year’s Eve!! I got a hotel for myself and Ubered to and from the concert so I could relax and party it up. I reconnected with a former lover who came to my hotel. I was so excited for that.. it’s been too long without intimacy. It was nice. It also makes me feel a bit better about my ex dating while I am not. I felt really awful without intimacy happening on my end too and it rubbed me wrong knowing he has someone and I don’t. I know I shouldn’t compare but it’s been hard not to. But finally I was able to be with a man and feel fulfilled in that way. This feeling will carry me through for a while. I may stop by his house before I head back home. He’s fun! I’m so glad we got to reconnect.