When you were unmedicated you were a mess and saying you couldn’t get help. You desperately wanted in to this clinic. Now that you’re getting help you want out. You’re like the cat that wants out but on getting out wants back in. The thing is you might not get back into this clinic and if you do you might have different Ts and pdocs. You say unmediated is drifting, but it’s alway been a mess. Go back and read some of your unmedicated post. I think you are just anxious about the move. Hang in there it will work out.