I disagree with you, if you are playing with knives and think you’re immortal then yes you are a threat to yourself. But nobody can help you until you are ready to be helped. If we say go in and you do but fight ip then they let you out to soon cause that’s what you want, nothing changes. Mental illness is sort of like the first step in aa you admit you’re powerless and allow others to make decisions. Something that is terrifying for you.