We were able to get a refund on moving supplies and got some food that I'll eat. Husband isn't liking that my headphones are on all the time and I'm isolating. He thinks I'm getting sicker but I'm not paralyzed in fear these past 2 days. It's the isolation he doesn't like. I see pdoc Wednesday. I have to tell him my therapist thinks I'm paranoid, I'm isolating and not sleeping well, maybe the ED stuff and self harm stuff. I'm not sure depends how the conversation goes. He's a good pdoc. I don't understand why I trust him more than t. My t is awesome, I just don't trust her. I feel she's too squishy and because of that she'll hospitalize me faster than pdoc. I feel I'm just outside her comfort zone where pdoc is dealing with psychosis all day.