I was actually seriously considering taking a shower.... I don't know though. I'm afraid to move, but I had to go into the bathroom before. I'm starting to not recognize my own reflection. I don't know what that means.

I am listening to music though.

The reason why I asked if you can fall through your bed into oblivion is because I can feel the sinister being's icy cold hands running up and down my back right now, and I'm laying on my back, in bed. With the covers over my head.

You're very nice. Thanks for giving me suggestions.