Okay, apparently in the bag there was only one dose of Risperdal. I tried it and it felt like microdosing psilocybin but with a slightly drunk twist? I was out with my mom and starting to freak out so I took it and then, yeah, did not feel like any other antipsychotic I've been on. I don't know what it is about Risperdal. I liked it though, haha. It was better than when I was overdosed on that injection and was tripping for two weeks for sure. I didn't sleep much last night. Watched the Celtics kick butt. They decreased my methylphenidate too because it was making me too tired, so I'm not sure if that's why I couldn't sleep or if it was the Risperdal, or if it's just me.

I don't know the "threshold" of when I should take that stuff. I mean, it kept me from flipping out, but I don't want to risk getting to akathisia point or delirium again or just taking it because that drunken/hallucinogenic feeling was nice.