I love my therapist. I really do. But sometimes I feel like she dismisses my symptoms, like when I was hypo and hypersexual and she said it was just my hormones.

I don't feel RIGHT and she's blaming caffeine.

I'm just telling people I'm FINE from now on.

I feel ashamed of the way I feel for some reason and I don't know why. The world is out of focus. I can't tell my husband this. He'll just worry about me and I don't want to stress him out. I hate feeling this way. I was going to take a shower, buy the dishwasher is going and using up all the hot water so I have to wait.