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Originally Posted by Scooter9
The bottom has fallen out. I thought I had reached the bottom end of my low mood, but it looks like I can go even lower.
But I have to keep up the stupid facade of being "fine" because no one outside of my treatment team wants to deal with the details, not even my own mother.
So I fake it and everyone is satisfied with that. It's incredibly superficial but that's what it is. So I live to see another day with the family intact until I can't stand the stupidity of this situation anymore, at which point I can just f-off and leave my family alone.
Quite the life eh? It's just BS all the way down.
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Sorry it's gotten worse and your family isn't helping at all. I'm still rooting for you though
everyone on this board is a effing badass. It might seem sometimes like a worthless fight for each day of survival, but each day we make it through is a battle of survival that we've had a good long streak of winning, proven just by the fact we're all still here. Stay strong, my friend. Not every battle is going to be as easy or hard as the next. I hope you get a break from fighting soon, soldier.
(Idk if that was corny as Nebraska, but there's a good sentiment behind it I promise)