Irritability continues to get worse/interfere with my ability to get things done. And, today I started getting teary eyed out of the blue for absolutely no reason. I messaged my pdoc today to see if he had any appointments available sooner than when I have one scheduled in about a week and a half so we can try to figure things out. Apparently, he was working today because he messaged me back within 30 minutes and said he has an opening tomorrow. I'm so grateful! This mood episode has been so weird with how symptoms have been combining in ways they haven't before. Bipolar disorder is a unique form of torture.

I got a good amount done today. Went to Mass, went to the store, read at Starbucks for a bit, went for a walk, cooked what I'll have for dinner the next few days, and prepped for returning to work tomorrow. My bipolar symptoms have prevented me from being planned as well as I should be this week, but at least I have enough for the next few days. For one subject, I'm planned for a month. It's the subject that I plan with another coworker for that I only have a few days worth of stuff planned...