Sorry it's gotten worse and your family isn't helping at all. I'm still rooting for you though

everyone on this board is a effing badass. It might seem sometimes like a worthless fight for each day of survival, but each day we make it through is a battle of survival that we've had a good long streak of winning, proven just by the fact we're all still here. Stay strong, my friend. Not every battle is going to be as easy or hard as the next. I hope you get a break from fighting soon, soldier.
(Idk if that was corny as Nebraska, but there's a good sentiment behind it I promise)