I’m so tired. I took a nap but I’m still tired. I’m not used to being sick. The last time I was sick was in January of 2024 with Covid. The last time before that was in January 2020. I went 4 years without getting sick even once. I rarely ever get sick. I go years without even a cold. So when it does happen I sit around complaining to myself about how horrible I feel lol I have no tolerance for not feeling well. I’m not gonna lie though whatever this is its knocked me on my ***. I don’t get how I can have this much stuff coming out my nose for so many days. My head feels like it’s underwater. And I feel achy and sometimes feverish. And tired. And a sore throat. The first 4 days of it were just diarrhea really bad sorry for tmi. Then it changed to the severe congestion and sore throat etc. My apartment is a mess and I can’t clean it right now because I am too worn out to get up and it’s driving me nuts cause I hate when my apartment is messy.
But good news I have Gatorade coming today I bought. So that’s good. Good to stay hydrated.
I feel bad for older people in flu season. Idk how I’d handle this if I was like 60 or 70 years old. I’m 30 years old and it has me knocked on my *** completely.
I might try drawing later. I need to do something other than laying here scrolling on my phone and drifting in and out of sleep all day.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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