when he was seeing me applying for engeneer jobs he kept on belittling me saying the competition is fierce and i should rather apply for data entry because that's my level here without a degree nobody will want me i'm not good enough why waste time applying for good jobs i'm paying for everything i want you to get a job not hunt you farytail dreamjob etc. just the usual. i'm from this small country nobody will want me my english, my origins, my whatever popped in his mind at the moment to make me feel like i'm nobody and good for nothing.

sorry for not using commas capitals etc but i don't have much time this moment to do so.