Thanks, NP. I'm back home. Only stayed 24hrs. They wanted me inpatient, but I convinced them to let me go home. If H doesn't find a job and we go homeless in a month and lose everything, I want to spend that month with the people and animals I love, not stuck in a hospital. I had an appointment with pdoc and H today. She's putting me back on Lithium and I asked to be put back on Abilify (my last pdoc put me on it). I'm also supposed to take my benzos everyday. She's threatening hospitalization if I'm not better by Friday. I'm still really struggling, but my desire to be with my loved ones is greater.

I'm so sorry you're struggling, too. One day at a time, huh? Maybe one hour.