I really, really didn’t want to get up today. Though I was awake I stayed in bed until noon, just luxuriating in the soft warmth. I keep my apartment cold so I sleep better.

I didn’t feel like eating, just went downstairs for some games. But it was loud, and I got a headache so I came back. Watching tv with the sound off. I really should be reading I have sooo many books piled high waiting to be read. But I’ve not been in the headspace to read. Instead I’m doing mindless games like various solitaire. I’m in sort of a in a Weird mood. I get these mild irritating headaches that keep me from in joying life. There’s the monthly meeting tonight but I’m not sure I’m going because of the headaches. It gets so loud. Sounds are really a problem right now.