Kept telling myself I needed to try again, then I'd tell myself not worth it, or too much going on, I keep putting off trying to be clean and sober over and over again.

I don't know if I should try now, so much going on, but then I think and I know I'll never kick myself to start again. I just look at my kids and my GF and I want them to have better then a junkie...

It's been half a day and no coke, no heroin, no drinks.
That's nothing. I haven't even gone an entire day.
But I have to start again sometime and maybe today will be the new day 1.