So, I had an appt last week again with the medical weight loss dr, and she increased my bupropion xl to 300mg every morning from 150. This is obviously what I needed. After about a week on the new dose, I'm feeling like myself again. I know it was prescribed for helping with sugar cravings/addiction and weight loss, but heck - I'm starting to feel like it's fixing more than that! I realized just now that I no longer feel any desire to talk to L. Which makes me quite happy. I had been wanting to talk to her (the only reason i even thought about it was I had set a reminder on my phone to call her today, forgot about it, and it just popped up and I was like um no, I don't want to anymore) but now that the desire is gone, I can clearly see, had I tried, it would have been a disaster anyway. That is one situation that is definitely better left in the past.