Sorry to all of those having a really tough start to 2025.

@MuddyBoots My roommate's cat will also go to the most remote part of the house and meow-you'd think she'd been left to her own devises for days with how she meows.

Seroquel seems to have started to help already. I had a sense of calm come over me as soon as it hit my system yesterday. And, today I was barely irritable. Today, I did get the evening burst of energy I've been getting though. I'm really glad I only took 12.5 mg though because just that amount gave me pretty good headache (on and off) today, a was a tad dizzy at times, and I felt pretty tired for parts of today. Since this is only meant to be PRN, I'm thinking I'll take 12.5 mg each night through Friday and then try a couple of nights without it to see if things have stabilized. Hopefully, I won't need to try 25 mg-I just worry about the side effects at 25 mg, mainly of fatigue and dizziness. I'll try it if I have to though.

I realized that seroquel makes med number 5 that I am on to treat my bipolar disorder (wellbutrin, risperidone, seroquel, loryna, and lamotrigine). I've also realized I romanticize parts of the version of myself I was when I undiagnosed but, looking back, clearly manic and often wish I could get those traits back-something to reflect on more I suppose.