I am struggling soooo much tonight. Thursday night was the last time I slept more than 5 hours in a night, every night I hear this sound that I swear is some kind of mind control sound sorta like how certain frequencies can manipulate your psyche in a specific way and I'm thinking of my ex and how I'm hardly human at this point and I want to just

but we know that's not going to bring down grocery prices.


Conrad's probably traumatized because I left for a week when he was already showing signs of separation anxiety.


Things don't look right. Trippy.