Artie - i loved welbutrin and was on it for quite a while. After i went no contact with the family, like at least a year after? More? Idk - i told my pdoc i wanted off it because it felt like the welbutrin was trying to push up something that was no longer pushing me down. It was gratifying to have such a distinct experience. It sounds like you are at the other end of it, where it is pushing up something that is indeed dragging you down.

I dont think "they" pay enough attention to how psych meds make people feel. Like, too much prozac makes my head chilly! Drs have been like, thats not a thing. Dude, yes it is - i just said so!