I woke up in a bad mood today-I think it was depression. Which, if I'm stabilizing, would make sense because I tend to have a depressive episode after mania/hypomania. I did feel a little manic this afternoon, but it went away after my walk.

I'm really annoyed with my roommate. She invited me to something and then assumed I'd drive-didn't even ask. Driving by myself gives me enough anxiety-driving with someone else in the car, at night, to a place I've never been makes me that much more anxious. Like, I'm tempted to cancel anxious. The normal thing to do would be to just talk with her about it, but neither of us have the skills to have a conversation like that and have things not be horribly awkward for awhile. And, we live in a small place, so that would suck too. Plus, I know she'd bad mouth me to others if I said something. It's situations like this that miss undiagnosed, manic me. Undiagnosed, manic me might have had the courage to say something.