Im sorry you are going thru this too. i guess this could have been in the relationships forum too.

I dont ever see him changing to be the man i need.

I just dont. and I am trying my best to hold it together.

I am working so hard and trying to change ME and what he sees in me. everybody around me says i look hot thin and pretty. my husband says you look fine while watching CSI.

I guess i really DONT matter anymore.